About

Hi, my name is Satyam Ghimire. I am from Nepal. I am 23 years old.

On this website, I try to give some shape and form to my fragmented thoughts. I write about things I notice and find interesting, covering a wide range of topics — mostly movies, ideas, and stories. All articles are filed under tags to make navigation easier and to give you a sense of what to expect. Additionally, I've categorized the articles by border color:

You can go to the archive page to view all the articles published here.

Technical details of the website:

This website is build using AstroJS JavaScript framework. It is totally static, nothing fancy. I have used Cloudflare pages to serve (as they claim they will give unlimited bandwidth for static assets). To write the articles, I have created my own markdown like syntax, as explained in this YouTube video.

Why this name?

The name "glimpse of details" remarks those details that stood out and paused me. Entertained me. Made me fall in love. Whispered something that translates to "it’s nice here." The name is also an ode to those glimpse of details or meanings I am searching for everywhere. And those glimpse of details that I know deep down will never be found, yet give me pleasure to long for, keep me up at night with dreams and imagination. There is an ant in the logo. I hope you recognized it, though I highly doubt it, as my drawing skills are about as good as my writing skill. I made it an ant because I feel like an ant most of the time.

Birth of the content

For most of the articles, the workflow looks like this. First I think of something. It’s so vague I can’t stop thinking about it. Now after wasting some time, the same wasted time haunts me and demands me to elaborate and work harder on the idea. “You can’t just let it go. What’s the point of thinking this much this whole time?” Then I think of ways to defend my absurd idea with some weak arguments (obviously). And just like that, something is created.

Sometimes I am not able to stop thinking. Writing is a great remedy for that. Some of the articles published here, the first few were actually written 4-5 years ago. Writing for me, in another words, is saying this to myself, "Thank you for thinking about it too much. You have thought about it enough. And it's written here. See? Right here. Now you are free. Now go and think new thoughts."

Why did I start this website?

I always wanted something like this, a place where I can unravel my thoughts and share them with people around the world. One day it got into my mind that starting a website like this will never go in vain. I will always adore this, and the sooner I do it, the better. This will give me a long term purpose and inspire me to see things clearly and with wonder. I can picture myself writing here when I am old. And even in those days when I am just sad and tired of everything and losing hope. The site exists because I was inspired and the same site will inspire me in return, like some self sustaining bi-directional reaction.

Because after all, this whole site is a review of what mattered to me in my life. It would be really cool to see as I age.

I know a lot of people post photos of themselves on social medias, but how many lose hours writing about things that interest them? How many risk to be wrong? I know I am yet again defending myself and making myself seem large and wise, but I am really so proud of this website.

What do I want this website to be?

A portfolio of my existence. I know the world is big and I am so insignificant compared to anything, but no amount of time and scale could deny that I was here. It's like why thousands of years ago people left their hand prints on the wall of the cave. To say that they were here. Same for me.

Oscar Wilde wrote, "We all live in a gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars." I agree. This is my attempt to look at the stars. I hope I am doing it fine. Thank you for reading.

Ps: There are so many grammatical errors on this site. I try to identify them as soon as possible and correct them.







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The desire to not exist increases as the time of existence increases.

By Satyam Ghimire || Date: 2024 March 19


Stańczyk, by Jan Matejko

In his book 1Q84, Haruki Murakami writes that everyone, deep in their hearts, is waiting for the end of the world to come. Well, I don't know about everyone, but I certainly am waiting for it. Desire to not exist is not the desire to kill oneself, not even some version of "I will not initiate it myself, but if something that is quick and painless is to come, then I am happy about it." But the wish of never having been born in the first place. To go to sleep and not wake up, not “not wake up” as if you died in your sleep, but wishing that there was no night in which you went to sleep in order to wake up. Desire to simply get plucked out of existence. The only realistic solution for such violent desire is the end of the world. Though the former means not existing and all other people not noticing your absence. And the latter means eliminating all observers. But both events make the desire come true, though the cost and method is obviously different.

Now this mentality, that if I hadn’t been born, then I wouldn’t have suffered, isn't new. Some say it’s a sign of a victim mindset, of cowardice, of selfishness. And so is the wait for the end of the world. When we are wishing for these events, we are not taking everyone’s lives into account. This day, no matter how bad for us, is the best day of their life for millions of people. And thousands of them are going to speak, literally in their language, these words. “I am so happy I was born. This is the best day ever.” Now this begs some questions: Is my feeling invalid, because there are people on the opposite spectrum of what I feel right now? Can I not even make a wish to cope with my pain? Do I have to always take 8 billion people and their lives into account before having a single thought? ...continue reading...

Forrest Gump sitting on a bench
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I guess most people hate it because it got the best of both worlds: won several Oscars and made a lot of money. And in the same year, The Shawshank Redemption and Pulp Fiction were also released.


By Satyam Ghimire | Date: 2024 September 29

Also available as a YouTube video.
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It shouldn't make a difference to the Universe in sending an asteroid, or increasing the pride of some leaders, when you are 80, instead of doing it when you were 5.

Date: 2025 July 29

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Companies are okay with you just importing numpy as np, but you must write the code to implement LRU cache in notepad during interviews.

Date: 2025 June 28

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Red was pretty much like Brooks, but luckily he got a friend: Andy. What if Brooks had a friend like Andy in his time?

Date: 2024 April 3

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You remember that. Doesn't matter if it's true or not. You see, a man should believe in those things, because those are the things worth believing in.

By Satyam Ghimire || Date: 2024 April 4


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secondhand lions movie

I love watching happy, uplifting movies. Movies that feel like a relaxing trip on a summer's day. Like About Time, Peanut Butter Falcon, Fantastic Mr Fox, Wall-E, Harvey, and so many more. So when I came across this recommendation about Secondhand Lions on reddit, like always, I first doubted it, and then was blown away. Not especially because it was way more comforting or inspiring compared to other such movies, but because it actually solved like so many of my problems regarding the meaning of life and nihilistic thoughts. Now it isn't surprising to find a masterpiece of sentences or monologues in unexpected movies.

Like Pixar casually dropping the greatest speech regarding criticism in its masterpiece Ratatouille. Or the alley way monologue from the 1945's Harvey starring James Stewart. Or the famous “your move, chief” monologue from Robin Williams in Good Will Hunting. But the way Secondhand Lions answered my questions in this particular scene is, well, life giving me hints. Now I won't spoil the movie for you. It stars Michael Caine and Robert Duvall as main actors, and the movie is basically a careless mother leaving her son to these two old man's house when they are in no mood to babysit anyone. ...continue reading...

pom poko movie by Isao Takahata
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The scene also reminds me of a quote by F. Scott Fitzgerald, "The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their world fall apart and all they can do is stare blankly." Tanuki are alone. And they can only stare.


By Satyam Ghimire | Date: 2024 April 30

Also available as a YouTube video.