
Desire to not exist and its violent solution
The desire to not exist increases as the time of existence increases.
By Satyam Ghimire | Date: 2024 March 19
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I didn’t know people labeled Forrest Gump as a bad picture. I always loved it. For me it’s a beautiful story of a good man and I am entertained. Plus the soundtrack is one of my favorites. The main argument Forrest Gump haters make is that Forrest himself has no character arc. He is a simpleton with no depth. He doesn’t change at all throughout the movie. He makes a fool of himself during historical events and in front of famous people, rather than trying to understand what’s going on and behaving properly. And it’s a nostalgic idolization of the boomer generation, a sort of flattery to them.
Give them flashbacks of what happened in their time and they will vote for you in awards and buy tickets. It’s a conservative propaganda, you know, do what society tells you to do and you will earn medals, give interviews, and be a millionaire. Yes, Forrest Gump doesn’t change at all, but the people around him do change because of him. Primarily Lieutenant Dan and Jenny. Dan learns to appreciate life and make his peace with God, though he wanted to die in the war. Jenny is redeemed from her behavior and choices, all that were a direct result of trauma and abuse by her step father. In the end, she makes her peace too, and she knows she has finally found a loving home. ...continue reading...
By Satyam Ghimire || Date: 2024 September 17
When some great artists approach the end of their life, they entertain the idea of a successor, though they know deep down that no one can truly take their place. In his latest film, The Boy and The Heron, Hayao Miyazaki has told a story of one such creator. Though on the surface the film is about a young boy Mahito overcoming grief of his mother's death, and like other Miyazaki's films, follows a journey through a fantasy land filled with colorful characters. But of course, this perspective has not much to do with the question which almost was the title of the movie, “how do you live”?
Mahito’s great-grand uncle created a world parallel to ours, a world with its own small set of creatures and magic. This old man is looking, waiting, for someone to take over his work. To wash it pure and bring once again the balance and harmony among the creatures upon whom he had sprinkled life. To continue his legacy, to build a better paradise. Of course Mahito rejects the old man’s offer. He says he has malice and greed and he would corrupt everything. He would rather choose the real world, with all its shortcomings, and be an ordinary man. The old man, as if he already expected this answer, isn't sad or angry at getting a “No!", even though he had high hopes for Mahito. ...continue reading...
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It was as if only yesterday, I got the internet connection for the first time and so I wanted to watch movies that would make me cry. I came across one top ten list after searching the exact phrase and it had at the number one spot a title: Grave Of The Fireflies. That was my introduction to Studio Ghibli. I wouldn't watch Only Yesterday for another two years, as it didn't promise me some fantastical and magical story like Spirited Away, My Neighbour Totoro, and Ponyo, neither did it hinted some innocent romance like Whisper Of The Heart and Howls Moving Castle, nor did it assured a story that will make me cry like Grave Of The Fireflies. Only thing I found appealing about Only Yesterday was the 100 percent rotten tomato score, the score only three movies have ever achieved from the Studio, all directed by Isao Takahata.
Similar to this quote by Mhairi McFarlane in her book “You Had Me At Hello”, I think there are some characters to whom we can say, “I know it's you. I am going to be like you. Not today. But eventually.” For me, one such character is Taeko from Only Yesterday. She is 27, with a life and a job in the city, but still clueless with no future plan and a chronic longing for something unknown. Taeko, being 27 and unmarried, keeps rejecting the marriage offer her mother has arranged for her. She still has to figure out what she actually wants and cannot see herself settling down. Only Yesterday is a story of Taeko's self discovery. Of her making peace with her childhood. Accepting that it’s okay she turned out different than what she thought she would. Of her embracing again the innocence she used to have and the passion to follow her heart. And no, Taeko isn't a sadistic loner like the phrase, “yet to make peace with her childhood” makes us think. She is actually a happy person. ...continue reading...